hate hate hate!!!!

i really hate CHINA woman. they are all bitches. can't they let people have a peace of mind, make people's life easy. why must they always spoil people's mood, cause people's misery?? especially tis china bitch/slut - MICHELLE CAI, causing me to lose my mood, lose my temper, causing unhappiness in my relationship. say wan go back then now dun wan, everyday new pattern to ask people out, causing us to quarrel. why can't she juz disappear, go back CHINA & never come back. i sincerely hope she can't find a job & go back china and dun come back anymore and her visa cannot be renew. even i won't be with him anymore, even i leave him 1 day, i oso dun wan her to be here...i HATE china bitch!!!!!! i know i'm very bad but i really wish she's dead. i hate tis fucking china bitch!!!!!!!!

犹豫

上个星期他回家，有点想他，可是比以前好，这次我睡得着，还睡得很好。他回来后，知道那个中国婆就要回中国了，可能不会回来新加坡了。其实听了这件事，很开心下，同时也觉得犹豫。开心那个女人回去了，他就会跟我好好地在一起，又觉得男人- 狗改不了吃屎。会有一次，一定会有第二，三次。想他回头，又想要放弃。其实心是有点憾，可是又舍不得，毕竟这么多年了。不过我告诉自己一定要试着去放弃，不要再让自己再心痛。

要control哦!!

华人新年就要来临了，又有好多东西吃了。要control下，不然就会肥肥咯。可是hor，我已经开始吃很多了。:P  一定要control了。不然就买不到美美的衣服了。说到衣服，我还没开始买。不知道要买这样的pattern，看来看去都看不上眼。这个星期天又要去shopping了，希望可以买到一两件吧。头发也还没去弄，昨天打了电话问价钱，要around S$360，我的天啊，好贵哦，新年期间没办法，还是要弄。要plan一下在weekday去，还可以有20%discount，就可以省一点。hehehe

phoebe的第一次旅游 - JB

 

9 jan 2010，星期六，是宝贝phoebe第一次出国。虽然只是去了新山，可是她也玩得很开心。我们去了city square 和 jusco，买了也不算多东西，原本是想去买新年的衣服，可是也没买到什么。要再一次去shopping spree。再进去一定要买到衣服。以下是我们的战利品。aiya, 还有phoebe的baby玩具没拍到。:P

 

so sweet...

“女儿”淑芬好贴心哦。去了马六甲度蜜月，也不忘买东西给我。很喜欢她买的ah pooh key chain和手机雕饰。谢谢淑芬。。

二度庆祝生日

 

7 jan 2010 - 是我二度庆祝生日。在这一天，放工回家，去了lot one，他又买了个蛋糕，再次替我庆祝生日。我妈妈说我生日干吗要庆祝那么多次，可是我就是好高兴。今年只是收到三份礼物，可是我都很喜欢。女儿还画了张卡片给我。

生日倒数

过了今晚12am，我就30岁了。老了老了，3开头了。想想这29年来，自己做过些什么。经力的事有好多好多，好的坏的傻的有的没的开心的伤心的，说不完，道不竟。

30岁了，是不是应该为自己定下目标呢？ 要做的，想要的有很多，又应该这么定呢？hmmmm...我想最主要的是屋子，然后是收多多钱，让自己和女儿过好一点的生活，可以去旅游，买想要买的东西。再来就是把应该放下的放下，应该忘记的忘。

最后我的生日愿望是想要天天都过得开开心心，不再有金钱的烦恼。祝自己HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

welcome 2010

today is the 1st working day of the new year, its oso the 4th day of 2010..nothing much today, finished my outstanding work from last week, and still have time for my blog..celebrated my bday last sat (the 2nd day of 2010) in advance coz initially he's going back to his hometown tis weekend tats y he planned to celebrate for me together (with my daughter) in advance, only yesterday then he decided to postpond to tis mth end..its a simple celebration, we went to secret recipe for lunch, then they DIY a cake for me from The Icing Room, after tat, we went to buy my bday present..then went home for dinner with my mum & cake cutting...we had a great time & i like my presents very very much...hehehehe, here's some pics to share.......