xmas should be warm and happy but my xmas was disappointment. the week before xmas, he ask me wat i wan to eat for a good xmas meal, i told him & we did plan to go and have tis good meal which i'm really looking very forward to it..but who knows everything change when tat woman say she wanted to have a japanese buffet at great world city. he changed his plan and never care about our plan...the day comes, i did went for the buffet with them as he say we will dabao the chilli crab (which i wanted in the 1st place) on sunday..so i happily went to eat with them..sunday comes, its yet another disappointment, she ask him out and of coz he forget all tat he say..if she's so important & he only cares about wat she wans, y still wanted to ask me wat i wanted to eat?? i hate tis kind of feeling....
all tis shows again tat he doesnt care/love me anymore, all the while i'm being stupid & naive to think tat 1 day he will come back and we will be able to stay happily ever after..guess tis is my one sided wishful thinking/dream..its time i really let go everything and stop tolerating myself..its going to be very pain and lots of heartache, & i dun know when the pain will be gone but i guess tis is the only way out now....*sob sob*
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