Worried.....

headache for 2 weeks liao, 2 times cramp and 3 injections within a week really makes me feel worried and scared..still need to wait for the appointment to see the brain specialist. this leaves me a even torture coz till now all i know is i got migraine but i'm not told y do i have such a bad pain with cramps, all will have to leave till the appointment then i will know. i really start to feel scare, worry that wat if i got illness, wat if it's a tumor, wat if it's cancer. i need someone to share my worries, share my fear, someone to let me lean on his shoulder, cry in his hug, but tat someone seems to be more & more far from me..

this 2 weeks, i'm really sad & down..with the worries and fear and the loneliness is really making me going crazy. my mum is oso so scare and worried for me, whenever she hear her phone rings, she will get frightened, afraid that i'm sent to the hospital again..haiz, when can this headache leave me?????