worries......

1st is jobless, worry cant get a job, 2nd is my dad condition, seems getting worse, went to see him, see he so miserable really makes me wan to cry....

now that i found a job but still worry, worried that i cant cope, worried that i cant adjust to the environment coz i find it too quiet in the office, & tis makes me feel scare and lonely, then all the bad tots keep comes to mind...i dun know wat i should do, i juz know i need the job, keep telling myself i need time to adjust but when it comes to a working day, i feel i dun wan to go to work...

tis few days keep feeling depress, dun feel like doing anything, dun feel like talking, dun feel like going anywhere, even dun feel like eating, i keep feel scare but i dun know wat i exactly scare of...i feel like i'm going crazy anytime...god, pls blessed me with the energy and strength to overcome all the fears.....

兔年咯。。。

这么快，新的一年又来了，今年是兔年，祝大家兔年快乐，恭喜发财。。。。

除夕去了哥哥的家吃团圆饭，初一没地方去，初二去了表哥家，初三朋友家，初四也在家，初五宝贝开学了。。哈哈，这就是我过的兔年。。。

 大年初一

 大年初二

 大年初三

 大年初四











宝贝初一到初四都穿新衣。。。。hehehehehehehehehehehhee

retrenched lo.....

it's confirmed, company closing down and all are retrenched...job hunting starts now, but cny period, its quite hard to get a job, so far send alot of applications liao, hope there's news soon...