1st is jobless, worry cant get a job, 2nd is my dad condition, seems getting worse, went to see him, see he so miserable really makes me wan to cry....
now that i found a job but still worry, worried that i cant cope, worried that i cant adjust to the environment coz i find it too quiet in the office, & tis makes me feel scare and lonely, then all the bad tots keep comes to mind...i dun know wat i should do, i juz know i need the job, keep telling myself i need time to adjust but when it comes to a working day, i feel i dun wan to go to work...
tis few days keep feeling depress, dun feel like doing anything, dun feel like talking, dun feel like going anywhere, even dun feel like eating, i keep feel scare but i dun know wat i exactly scare of...i feel like i'm going crazy anytime...god, pls blessed me with the energy and strength to overcome all the fears.....
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