new job....

it has been a week into my new job, still cant really adjust as i still have a scare feeling but it's not as bad as before. trying to overcome the scare feeling of being alone, hopefully i can deal with it soon. have been telling myself i must make it tis time round, i must keep tis job as i need the money, i must adjust and overcome all difficulties.

as for the place to stay, i will call up hdb to ask about rental, hopefully have it and my burden wont be so big, but last choice is to extend the contract here, with a higher rental, but i got no choice as ti rent a room outside is equally expensive, i rather pay the high rent here to have the freedom and wont affect my daughter, she wont have to adjust again.

hope heaven give me a smooth path tis time, let me have a smooth road ahead......