Wednesday, November 11, 2009

2009 is ending soon...

time flies, my last blog was in the beginning of year 2009, now I'm writing again in the nearly ending of 2009. so many months have pass but things still dun seem on the right track. although i have a job now (in fact, change a 2nd job since my retrenchment last year), move to a new place but came to realise that it won't be a happy ending either. hope to be happy but always ended up in tears. make up my mind to leave him and slowly forget all about him, forget all about us after i buy a flat this year but got a bad news from HDB that I'm not able to get a loan now, which means I'm not able to leave, i will still have to live in misery for the moment. 2009 is a bad year for me, will 2010 be better?? i really wonder.......

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